...the mindset of some people. How can someone go on and on for so long about how much they want to be with you, then when they get what they want become cold and completely apathetic towards you?

God knows I have made some mistakes in my life, comparatively short thus far as it has been, but I don't understand what the hell I seem to be doing wrong.

Apologies to my now few deviant watchers (if that's what you're even called!) for this self-indulgent rant, but I'm truly at a loss as to why nothing seems to be going right at the moment.

I'm fed up of crying myself to sleep. I'm fed up of hating myself.

How 'emo'.